Sheena AkA Naz
19th July 1986
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Different pple appreciate different festive occasions, and i for one, really fancy christmas alot. hahaha. I love the idea of giving and sharing what u have with others and all. Also, i DO count the 12 days of christmas, altho' it eats into my sch reopening (shucks) and things like tt. haha.

Went to kallang leisure park for dinner @ koufu and ice skate on xmas eve. Had creamy chicken pasta for dinner (for the western cuisine feel) and ice skate (to replace the frosty winter). haha. it was overall v fun as long as the company is enthu. haha. Nice.

Decided to save some money so decided to potluck @ my place on xmas day itself. Finally had Mac's breakkie again! And made sandwiches and salad. We all brought nice simple food and played many games, including games like eno stacko...monopoly world edition (i won twice in a row!), finger twister etc etc. haha..v v fun. Nice.

Heard the news of old clubhse tearing down some time ago, and i felt nth. Yest, I was reminded tt family concert was today and suddenly it struck me tt i wanna go down and have a last look of it. I wanna go down and watch the concert and be able to walk back a familiar path down Lt26, across the convention hall, and back to an old creaking door at level 2 of blk 72, a place where i used to hang out practically everyday in my poly days.

We 1st saw Ian at the LT greeting us, giving out phamplets. Felt abit diao-ed actually but this old scene somehow started the nite cos he was always there for my performances altho' we aren't v appreciative souls when we were under him back then. haha. Sat with like 3 rows of old nps-ians. Read thru' the song list and boy was i surprised tt i've played 9/15 songs tt they are gonna play. Scanned acrossed the room and no sign of Alex. sighz. Watched the 1st half of the performance and was disappointed as before. I promised to give NPS 2 chances to redeem themselves cos i was a nobody once and NPS accepted me and made part of who i m today and i will remb tt. it was when many fascinating things got started. It was then i realised they kept repeating our old songs cos the juniors lacked the music knowledge and skills. Thus, they kept repeating our repertoire cos no one introduced to them OTHER songs. Luckily, valerie and shah who were the emcees made up for it. Thumbs up to their slapsticks who made the atmosphere livelier.

After intermission, i saw a white pure, rounded figure and my heart pounded. Alex came. Was he prepared for the better show? Cos, the 2nd half of the performance got better. haha. However, a strange thing, he wasnt really a guest. Perhaps he wanted to be unknown. He was sitting with no one. At a corner of the LT alone. He cheered on every song. So far, we have seen nps drifting away from us and juniors who nv came to mix and blend with seniors. On the other side of the coin, things may not be so as i saw today. The ending few songs were mixed with singing and it was great. The song was simple, the singing was good, and the audience were smiling. NPS performers went on stage tgr and swayed and sang and clapped. From the corner, I saw Alex clapping on every beat happily with them. He was really enjoying. That old man, our very old man, was really enjoying every second of this song. I've heard tt he retired from many places but his heart was still here. Somehow to me, at that split second, i knew tt at least the nps spirit is still living on well. What we all wanted, was the never failing bonds btw nps members. We are a family and we shld be one. Altho' things may nt be as glorious or successful as we made it to be when we were members, it doesn't really matter to many, at least not to our v own benefactor Alex, cos he gave us the drive to start our beautiful stories which became wonderful memories, and what he wanted to see in return, apart from aspiring guitarists, was only pure good old fashioned friendships and bonds between every single nps peep. What he wanted was their pure love for music, and friends.

The only thing tt i was abit heartbroken was tt, i saw Alex sitting at the corner alone, and when the concert ended, he was v v v glad to see the enthu club members cheering still, but he slipped away ALONE. No one saw him leaving and he left the club to enjoy whilst he took his leave. Perhaps the newer batch may never understand our love for our old man, cos he was nv too close to them due to health or time committment problem, but he's significance shld nv have been erased nor blurred.

What i see now may nt be a very competitive and successful way to build a club, but the future is all in their hands. As long as the spirit nv dies, i believe things will get better, and i hope they do, regardless whether or not i m still actively updated of the club. haha...I just know i m proud to be an ex-Ngee Ann Poly Strings & Guitar Ensemble member, and always will be. I went back too with some others to take some photos be4 the clubhse's gone and to our fav. old hangout, Alameen for dinner. All this, i will treasure dearly forever. =P

Holidays are meant for us to catch up with old pals, have good rests, and enjoy the festive occasions that happen to fall in that period. This time round, i really got the privilege to do just that and it feels good. I m gonna be a good kid and try to get a job the next long hols but this time, take it as a break ba. haha...

This tao huay night was quite cool. Went to rochor's famous tau huay stall to have supper. ordered hot beancurd, doughstick, and cold beancurd drink. i couldn't finish cos i cant really eat tt much but this long aim is finally accomplished as i said i wanted to eat this for a v long time. nice...

Chalet was overall quite fun too lar. There were hiccups here and there but thx for the pple who organised this chalet too. it was a nice meetup for many actually. Happy birthday too to all the dec babies. may u grow wise and smarter, prettier or more handsome as the days go by.

Another long awaited prawning trip came true. Went with few nps peeps and my sec sch pals. it was nice too. nps peeps made it really cool as it was a mini celebration for weiling's bday. sec sch pals really gave me a sense of warmth again as we chat abt many stuffs that we once had and it gave a new sense of comeback as we haven't had such chance since years back as now everyone is either busy, flying everywhere, or working. haha. thx dearies.

M02 peeps are not forgotten as well. Managed to squeeze a dinner cum settlers' trip last min and glad u few could all come. thx for being so onz. Even tho' it was just a mere few hrs, it was all fun and laughters. thx for being so onz for forfeits too! hahaha...

Last min managed to rush to meet dj and few for ktv pubbing tt nite. Had some fun playing poker cards, dices and hand games. haha..stayed till bout 3am and sang a song like be4 we left when i was slpy and shagged out alr. LOl. in christmas mood alr.

This day, managed to meet ht and jean for dinner after doing my stuffs too. went to novena to meet and ate yami yogurt! hahah..after which met ht and her hk frens for famous bak kut teh at Balestier cos her frens wanna try it. haha. Miss u all so much. heh heh.

Went out yest for a short xmas outing and it was a tiring day! Went lavender army market, nt knowing its closed on mons =.= so went golden mile and guess wad i found! My old game casettes set!!! My controllers are spoilt and so i cant play them. U noe those mario games and bomber man and stuff. Those games like 10years ago? I found them! At only 20+ bucks. So i bought them. Hurray!!! Haha. went to sentosa for some rides and chillin' at the beach till evening and headed to jp for dinner and shopping~ Bought a pair of branded shoes for sch @ a fantastic deal. And got my 1st xmas pressie! Yeah~ ^^ Wanted to rushed to city hall cotton on but we were too late. So, to end the day, we walked to bugis, had a drink at kfc and reviewed our purchases and headed home. Woohoo. Fantastic day. haha. Got feverish after tt cos i caught the rain but i m not gonna fall sick! I will get well to welcome santa. heh heh.

"merry merry christmas! happy 18th. & happy happy pressies for u~"

fun activities have just been rushing thru and its cool, its cool!

met many frens for gatherings and all tt i cant recall all my outings alr and only took pics for some.

GE outing to Escape theme park was fun due to the company but the weather just like to make fun of us. haha. the sun was shining so brightly and 5min after we entered escape and took our 1st thrill ride, bham!!! thunder, lighting , heavy rain. luckily we got a bunch of jokers to liven the atmosphere. played most rides, won 2 fluffys, 大大 and 小小 our 1st 2 GE babies. haha. Went to T3 to eat Popeyes for dinner and celebrated Monchee's bday with a new strawberry yogurt cheesecake from secret recipe. Delicious and stuffed man. lOl. Ended the night playing games and all slacking at T1's viewing gallery. =P

Finally decided to go rollerblading after a loooong period and the sun's good too! SO i went and it was fun too! Mr. Sun was also v good to us as it was v v cloudy at first but when we went to blade, the sun came out! HoHO. Haiyo, but I think my skill v lan liao T.T

One of my gluttony days was when I met my sp pal to slack at his place. watched nim's island. had nice ice cream prata at a 24hrs stall in hougang. the teh halia and milo dinosaur also v zan too. the amt they give quite alot yet the price is cheap. so cool. oh on a funny note, we went to eat light dessert awhile b4 tt and a fly lost control due the strong fan speed and drown in my fren's desert. lOl. we ended its life by slamming a spoon of almond jelly on the poor fly. hoho. at nite, our dinner was the white chicken rice and thai fried tofu near his place. quite nice also.

went for a genting trip with my family to celebrate dad's bday. it was v fun too and the fact tt RM expands my pocket purchasing power by 2 compared to SGD makes my day much brighter alr. hoho. Played both outdoor and indoor theme parks and the temp out there is soo cool. its been a while since i've experience such cool weather! haha. did last min shopping and bought 2 tops. went to the Ripleys' musuem and the ktv and their arcade was heaven. So huge and the games ranged from the new games we see at our arcade now to the ones we played last time tt we accumulate tix for toy redemptions. Happy 58th bday dad. hoho.

The next few meetings were so cool cos i also get to meet old pals alr! Went to my sec sch pal's house for steamboat dinner. Wow, tis group the guys always prepared the gathering and we few gals just go and eat. haha. Had a great time chatting and they wanted mj but i wasn't prepared to stay long after dinner so i ren! anyway they got 4 kakhis tt day alr. haha. End up....*drums roll*...i met my pri sch flag eraser pal who came to pick me up and we headed of to east coast to chill!!! Its damn fun lar. Woohoo. Been ages and we still can chat like we are the bestest pals..chat till 3am den we set off home. Haha..it must've been our honesty and sincerity to our friendship tt brought us so far man. Who can guess flag eraser pals can go tis far. Rock on my fren! Oh yar, met dal..sarah and few for dinner too and our hilarious time at the arcade after tt was wonderful too! haha...

Yest went to meet another sec sch pal to do her xmas shopping and it was like a 1 man show lor. =.= I was walking ard, shopping like v high den she v sian..like duno wad to buy. No wonder ask me out to help her. Luckily my high-ness influenced her to be more enthu after awhile. but phew was it tiring. haha...i bought my xmas cards too! must start writing soon liao. We separated in the evening and met him for dinner after jalan-ing, we decided to go minds cafe to try out and......*another drums roll* sotong was there; to scare us. I was laughing after tt cos she stood outside the place staring at us and he commented tt it was normal cos between us was the glass walls and it seemed like we are watching sotong in a tank. hur hur hur.

all these hoo-hah and frequent outing gave my cells a scare i think. so i was down for a slight fever and sore throat now. Boohoo. but i still needa go out and get some stuffs...so down the pills if needed and u germs get away from me! its a festive occasion!

Holz been fun.

Sat was a surprise combo. yang, alvin and jon came over my place. Its like wow! haha...alvin came earliest..yang cabbed here so forgave him, but tt lousy jon, he was...2.5hrs late!!! See hw guys can drag their time more than girls? He's lucky its at my place and its holz now. lol. Played dai dee...watched tv..had dinner and mahjong! haha...it was a new combination too. haha..tot it wud be weird but hoho..lotsa jokes and laughter. Heng heard the combo and said yang and i bully the 2 lor..but no lor..2nd round jon's power showed lor. Lol. Overall no nett lost. LOl. They stayed till 2+am and yang wanted to psycho me to cont at his place cos he wanted to watch soccer but i refused cos i've got family lunch next day. So conclusion? We went down mac to chit-chat till 4+am den they cabbed to his place to slack further while i went hm. HoHO.

Sun was a mini busy day. Went to eat lunch, den to gran's hse. Been a long time since i've visited. She looks much stronger and healthier now. Hai, the whole yr was a tough yr for my aunties who took care of her. She has been frequently ICU and the tows from the routine tired all of them out. Luckily she was blessed to be better. Watched some tv with her, spoke to her with my broken cantonese and kinda stared out at the sea for a long time (their place was near east coast). Went home to rest for 30min and heng weiling and cong came for mj! haha..played for quite a while den heng say we were quite quiet and i tot we were quite ok. Think all the jokes at the mj table ran out after 2 days. Lol. but it was ok lar...nt total silence..just occasional silence. We hav 1 mth to make things rite! hhahahahahah...it was my lucky day, won quite alot. hoho.

Then yest went to shop for some essentials. bought my 2009 diary! Woohoo. my secretary. its so impt. den...repaired my old watch and bought a new one for 5 bucks at bugis street. haha..and bought a new backpack. hehe...guess wad, its purple again. lOl. the shop uncle was like, u like happy bags huh. i was like, y? and he say cos its purple ma... maybe he meant it was gay...and gay = happy. hope it will last my hostel life for more than a yr? haha..bought my white musk too. enough for tt day. meant only to go out and have lunch with him and who noes. reach hm and by noon my WHOLE family's back, incl my sis. So we played...erm...yeah..played..and i was forced to watch Saw V online with her. Eww. i could die. i screamed duno how many times. =.= Slpt from 10pm like tt till 5am...cos slpt too much, den woke for an hr plus and went back to slp till 9am today. Pig AGAIN.

Pack 75% of my room till 3pm. wow. and got frustrated when i decided to rest at 3pm and mum came in with MORE junk to ask me to pack from my sis room to my room. and why is tt so? SHE NEEDED THE SPACE. rubbish. den why she can clutter MY space when she wants MORE space. hai. Staying hm also cannot be left in peace. wanted to just stay hm today end up still got pulled out to chill with some ntu buds. haha..Eppy gg back, so we gotta meet for dinner be4 he fly off tml. End up was v fun lar. Only 5 of us today cos it was so last min, like 1.5hrs be4 den decided to meet, but yeah. had dinner + watch quantum of solace. Nv did i imagine i wud watch it but eppy wanna watch and he was the boss today. hahaha...as usual...not my cup of tea. But yeah. LOl...cant wait for Sat with more of 'em. hope it will be super fun. hekhek. *die pocket full of holes*

more more more to come....burn burn burn a hole....bo swee lar...haha...

Brief recap abit on my inspection of my papers: 1 good, 2 average, 1 bad.

1 bad means no time to finish, means duno how to do, and means careless mistakes, altogether. quite disappointed cos i quite like org. chem. its so like grasp-able? is there even such a word? haha..but the methods are so vast tt my knowledge isn't well manipulated i guess. T.T on the brighter side, the 1 quite well done may give my results a hope of a good grade. however, its nt my core mod. its bio. always makes me wonder if this is the course i shld really take after such things happen. Bio is like my forte, my strength, seen it thru' my poly course, which nv really failed me. I m in Chem now, which gives me panick attacks every single time i take a paper or read abt it. Shld we ever just breeze thru' life, or shld we
take a wrong path and make it right? The forever lamenting me seemed to have chosen the latter and trying hard now to create my own sparks.

2 mediocre papers. my crime paper + my inorg. chem. crime paper too many readings too little effort to it. I tot i could breeze thru my ss paper with my crap, but the readings can mount to a hill. Hand-picked 1 qn and wham, bull's eye. Heng. But other sections v cui. my inorg. chem duno wad to say also. Everyone thinks its ok, i think its sucky. Its nt hard, its jus nt my interest. same like sth i've taken in poly. Everyone tot it was fine. I disliked the mod, the learnings and the lecturer. And my hatred got the better of me, i scored a C for tt. LOl. It better nt be e same for this..or else..^&$^%%@^. ha..

On another note, went to barney's bday in btw my finals. Happening as usual, that party boy. Made a night event with his frens, snacks, booze and happening music. It was fun overall. U GOTTA call me UR pal when i risk it all to come and rock my nite away instead of swimming in my books lar! and u made me do it twice in a row, last yr and this yr! U darn purple thang! haha. Didn't managed to get u to do all the forfeits cos u were sooo busy and in a half-drunk state but its orite, i had my fun. how can we let u off so easily without playing pranks rite? I noe u enjoyed it too. haha.. Happy 21st. tw, i love ur dad and his baby disco balls idea. Lol.

Currently, I m enjoying the freedom i've regained. haha. BUt i m savoring it slowly, bit by bit. I dun wanna party all at 1 shot and kill my zest as well as my pocket. lOl. Ended for 3 days alr, and i've been tasting every moment of it and its sweet. heh heh.

Wed after finals in the noon i went to chill with sch-mate, enjoying slow walks in city hall and finally resting our feet at coffee bean..chatting of nothings is best when u have a nice companion ard actually. haha..Then had dinner with her and him..chatted awhile more, den back home. Decided to spend my ever 1st time with my family. Watched tv and listen to them talk for quite awhile, catched up with my xing guangs and dance shows den slp. Nice
bed. Loving it. And i SLEPT TILL 1pm. ok, i slpt ard 5am. BUT..i was a pig. haha..did some packing, and made some desserts for family and all. hehe. it was heavenly tasting but terribling sinful. lOl.

WhaT say u with double-layered choc cake and mango puddings and choc almond biscuits?

Today i went to the national musuem!!! Sounds boring? NAh, u all shld be more CULTURED baby and dive into the artistry unit for a second baby. Come breathe the air of the Arts and u will noe wad i'm talking abt. Its uber fun. The fun thing is also u get to enjoy lotsa areas of art, and the technology is making things so smooth tt u can just go ALONE cos u have personal guided tours. Come try it urself. Woohoo. share some interesting ones here.

Luggages...Jailbirds..birdcages..bicycles..and cute spects..sounds fun to run!

Check out what "he" saw from tt peephole?
Saw my surname? and sexy vespa...

An exhibit abt still life. Recording STILl images from LIVE moving pple and creatures. Some creepy some excellent. See e man breathing in operation, man devouring raw meat, live panther and sexy brad pitt in his assassin's abs.

Random pics too. ANd yes, the chairs on ur top right are tilted. Smooth baby i got dizzy.

There are light plans tml too soo.....stay tuned. hehe...i m abso-freakin-lutely loving it. =pPp

"Yes indeed happy 17th, or i may think so. =) "

2 days to horror.

y are the topics all so tough. i wanna suck my notes dry, inside out, upside down, burn it up and drink it, or whatever, just let it fuse in me.

syndromes of stress creeping in:

1. woke up to sweep, mop, clean, pack hostel room + washing of clothes and bedsheets. (again)

2. tried clicking on my mouse to flip the page of my notes on paper.

3. multiple trips to the toilet.

4. spontaneous slp attacks

5. hunger pangs at un-human time

6. panick attacks every now and then

reasons of why my tolerance running low for my hall-residents:

1. inconsiderate daily mahjong sessions till over 4am in the morning (when its BLOODY exam period now)

2. inconsiderate daily screaming and shouting across corriders till wee hrs

3. inconsiderate frequent blasting of tv from the rooms

4. inconsiderate bunking of their frens of opposite sex in their rooms (occasional is fine, but its often)

5. ill-disciplined JCRC comm that creates hall disorganisation

current plans after exams (more to be added) :

1. dive back into guitar

2. recommit to "theme hospital" or try "spore"

3. colour and highlight my hair (my hair has been black since be4 exams which is nt me)

4. send my 1st guitar husband for repair (the bridge flew apart)

5. meet up with frens + get involved in some activities

6. go genting to celebrate dad's bday

7. catch up with the world

i doubt i m gonna work. holiday is too short. suffered too much. but how to survive without cash?

By the way, i know many of u peeps out there are having ur november birthdays soon but it falls ALL along my exam dates (damn). Hereby wishing u all a big fat happy birthday k. Have a smashing celebration~

"i just wanna play my music all night long"

sleepyhead just gotta get going.
sleepyhead just gotta get going.
sleepyhead just gotta get going.

3 days to finals. i m in 60% mode only. Mugging with friends in hall give me motivation but desperation too. Cos' they are doing past yr papers whilst I'm reading thru notes of the 1st time even. Its hilarious to study with them. I do stupid things too. DUnno if i can show the clips here i try. Superdumb.

These are a few pics to show my boredom...

Some room in school trying to mug and doing stupid stuff

And some videos...

Video 1: Poking teasers

Video 2: Opening marshmallows. V dumb (must tilt head)

Video 3: Me poking pple

Video 4: Silly influence

I m stressed yes. That is a statement, a fact, a truth. Its not fully shown yet. Wait till next wk when my teeth grow out. My papers are on 13th, 17th and 19th Dec. 2, 1, 1 papers per day respectively. Don't disturb me then. AFTER tt, heh, looking forward. my parents just came back from a 2D1N kelong thingy..like not too bad...who wanna go with me? quite cheap, quite an experience, if go..i want 3D2N. think travel lodging and food all included, less than 200? den got some special optional tours like fireflys. mushroomy farm and crabbing or wad...haha. actually now exam dampen my mood but yar..jus mentioning 1st. ha.

THey bought crabs and fish..damn fresh! Had chilli crab and sambal fish for dinner. really yummy. But cholestrol ar..haha..Becos they went away, i was home alone. So i did wad a filial daughter would do. I started going crazy in the middle of the night. so i mopped the floor and clean the stuff at 4am. Then awhile later when to slp. Next day...went to make my meal..water the plants..wash clothes, iron clothes..boil water..LOl. so the seafood treat was worth it for them huh. hah. i had a bad headache just now. wanted to eat panadol, end up after tt till now feel so giddy and i suddenly get it. i ate my dad's sugar control medi by mistake. And its a bloody 850mg per tablet dosage. I m so gonna puke now...and i drank chinese tea...dunghead. gonna get my carbon cubes to save me if i feel my bp or glucose lvl running too low. Stupid. lol. in hall now anyway, felt too comfy at home.

OK...gonna read thru' abit before deciding shld i pop carbon pills and go to bed.

*Pls. pardon me for the repetitive images of the vid, i'm lazy to correct it.

Gone with the exams, my book just had to slam.
Once and for all,
I'd move an inch to let things fall.

Creeping near the wall,
ears stick through the pores,
they hear the passing wind say,
make sure you let the judges pay.

The clock relentlessly ticking,
my heart starts panicking,
Its now one forty-one,
I bet i'm not the only one.

At last to end the night,
I schemed through the last slide,
Ask me for my next desire,
Nothing more but dreaming of my future empire.

BACK FROM TIOMAN TRIP~~~

Yes, the trip's over and its fun. We finally got to gg for this short trip after lots of talking. Haha. Photos are definitely gonna say much more than my talking so here it is.

We had to creep outta bed like wee hours to set off but all u can see are grins on our faces. Partially becos we had quite nice company and the trip became REAL. haha..

We got there finally after a long long ride, to know from a silly uncle that there is basically NOTHING MUCH INTERESTING there, as he quoted. We refused to believe him...so...we created activities! haha..

The snorkel "training" we had earlier was put to good use as we were left to snorkel on our own when we were out at the reefs after that. haha...the fish really tot we were food huh. Horrible fish just nibbled us off as we feed them bread. Lol. But we had lotsa fun. Went to 2 places to snorkel. 1st place we see more corals and small colourful fish. The 2nd place we see HUGE fISH that we re-considered and decided NOT to FEED them cos they snap the food outta u in seconds like pirannas! Can u imagine? and Heartless pals can still attack us by throwing bread near us while we snorkel..U noe who u were man....ROAR. haha.

We went for a speed boat ride to waterfalls and the scenery was FABULOUS. The speedboat was FAST and the feeling is INDESCRIBABLE.LOl. Only to realise that, we were left at the jetty ALONE to FIND a CORRECT TREK to the WATERFALL. haha...cameras entertained us along the way..and we FOUND IT!!! It was SO COOOL.

We had dinner and decided to shop for some stuff over at the mama shops there and there we were with bags of stuff while some who were tv-deprived starred faithfully at the tv that was outside a mama-shop for a v long time...haha..supper was great with small talks happening and of cos the ktv uncle who was ard too. haha..

Final day was good too. Had a sumptous breakkie and started snapping pics after we check-ed out. haha.

1 word to describe the latest mood of myself - lazy.

I am lazy to do lots of things. Lazy to move, lazy to walk, lazy to meet, lazy to talk, lazy to shop, lazy to watch, lazy to initiate, lazy to wake, and 100o things more associated to that "L" word. OK, maybe the garfield comics I was into "motivated" me to be the lazy lump I am now. Thus, 老天 decided to work its power on me. I was given unwanted but tasks of no choice to complete. Haha.

Had to do my course registration for next semester last wk and i was forced to move my a** back to hostel n do cos my internet connection at home sucked. So, i did. And...i was forced to look thru a whole list of what i call silly electives cos' some modules i wanted didn't appear in my catalogue. Therefore, I had to look thru' for hours. My registration was 9.30am on a day till 12.30pm. I logged in at 9.31am and with the prepared set of modules for my own planned timetable, i was horrified! Walla! All vacancies showed "O" Big fat zeros only after a min from start of registration. Tadah! Even my CORE modules were gone. =.=

In the end, I spent a full 2hrs to look for REMAINING modules and waited for samaritans to give me pathetic space for my core modules and I just squeezed into the classes with 1 or 2 spacings left. Pfft. haha.

The horrible day came where i had to extract my 2 wisdom teeth, right top and bottom. Half of my face was paralyzed and numbed and I suddenly felt a tinge of sourness when I finally realised how stroke patients feel for the 1st time. I gargled my mouth and the water just spurt out relentlessly cos I cant control the muscles. The sound of the drilling and all were horrible but I tried looking calm and composed thru out. Finally the stitching were done and I was out with a swollen jaw.

It was liquid food for the 1st two days but I guess I was an adventurous person. I started eating rice..beehoon and whatever my mum cooked or bought without hesitating. My main idea was that as long as i shaft the food to the left side it will be fine. Which finally lead me to my doomsday...yesterday, I finally attacked a chicken wing and prata and it backstabbed me by poking my stitch that I howled in pain and tt was it. No more real biting for the day. I went on to eat soup spoon for dinner as well, when i went out later in the evening. OUCH. removing my stitches on thur and its gonna be another day of howling. >.<



Went for Jess bday too. It was fun meeting old sch mates again. Everyone had there lives moving on well and its nice to see the baldies toned up (uh..some of 'em) after the months of ns-hood. haha.






Met up frazzy for movie and lunch too~ its like..FINALLY. too bad the rest of the BG cant go but yup. Watched the movie "wanted" as well. Wow...its really good. Its more of a guy show with cool stunts + sleek cars + totally cool moves. The sound effect is wonderful too. I dun usually fancy such shows but thumbs up for this production man. =)



OK, gg to chinatown to pay for the tioman trip soon~ Yay! NExt wk next wk..i cant wait.

Random pics from events on and off that happened . Enjoy.

Sis wedding day in the morn. Mum did ALL my sis make up and dress up and hair. Wow.

My family and 1 indo couz family..

My dad looked tense..LOL.

Thanks franzzy, gloria, Yk and Xiang2 for coming. U all played beautifully~

Nps peeps at hotpot coulture

Happen to meet SAG peeps after RJC performance~

Guys acting cool at ECP for cycling/blading session. Nice take by me! Wahaha~

NTU GE peeps at Pasir Ris Beach smiling happily...

Wanna see our toilet looks?

At night when the sun is down and the moon is up

Pool time...*splash splash*

Silouette of the coolest few on sunset bay man~

" Its nv really the activities that are the most impt, its the company, alright?"

Didn't know u all actually read my posts. Haha. Little did i know when i share this situation here, quite many are concerned. I m comforted in a way. hek hek. Before I shall reveal my decision. I shall share some pictures, which marked quite a few events, which i have been in charged of, one way or another, big posts or small, from the yrs of my poly life till now. I was quite amazed by the collection though, cos i realized i missed some of them out, and these events are only those that involved the school, not counting those out of school. haha...

In 2005...my baby contributions to SAG and NPS...

When 2006 comes...haha...ambitious me take on challenging roles to try and hold more bigger performance and concerts..and this is when i start to pray for miracles..lol

Wow...2005...2006...2007...2008. Events after events, concerts after concerts. I think some couldn't understand y i did so much. Neither could i explain it very well. Lol. I just knew that sometimes i did it out of ambition, sometimes i did it out for friends, which i treasure ALOT, and sometimes, its just out to clear s***. In any case, once i set on doing it, it must not fail, at least not too badly. haha...

Judging from the way i looked at it, these events certainly are the ones that i would be reminded of everytime, anytime when i recall of my school days. Nevertheless, there must be a stop somewhere. I have decided, to not take up the post. Heng was right after all. I guess he knows that when i said i needa start to love myself a little more, it also meant giving up on some things. Its just a matter of choice.

I feel for the club. I feel for the pple. I feel for the urge to want to be part of the family. But to lead the club, I know i can. BUt, at the expense of my time and family and studies. These sacrifices are more than what it really count in me still. I have done my part for Nocturne, and it turned out surprisingly- really really well. I wish my decision is well-respected. I will still be part of the team, to support when i can, but not to lead. Its too much to ask for right now. Thanks to all of those who have faith in me, but also sorry to the same bunch to my cowardice to take on the post. I followed my heart.

FYI now, they still want me in the comm, and i m still considering a mini post, one that i can be stagnant most of the time. But till now, i m a member. LOl. Enough of GE, here's the news abt my midterm exams. It sucked. Haha. The papers are killers!!! Horrible horrible papers. Physics i must say i gave up on 2 chaps, which meant that those qns regarding the chaps i didn't study i didn't do, and it was unexpectedly..half of the paper. lol. so now i got 50% chance to pass.

About my biochem. the tcher really sux. The paper is really darn ass. His notes contains like tons of mechanisms and its all in small print. extremely small- those that u enlarge ur ppt size to 200% also got difficulty reading-kind. And so I did my part and memorise and understand the others in normal print. BUT when his qns are out, instead of testing ABC, he tested 123%^%&. Which means, its not even relevant but out of focus kinda qns! So, u cannot even try. And sth even stupider happened. He carelessly repeated an mcq qn, which are 3m each. And some student told him abt it and he simply announced to the whole lecture group, "eh..students? qn11 and qn14 are repeats. so the 3m from the qn14 will be added on to qn 22." BLOODY HELL, qn22 is a structured BIOLOGY qn and he just added 3m to it, and its NOW 9m??? To get 6m for structured here is hell alr, wad's the 9m now man! Kaoz. Funny part is, suddenly when we started the paper, a rain storm started and flooded the school. Its for real. haha. When i left early after doing the paper, i walked out and the water level reached more than 10cm at certain places. lol. 老天都在哭泣.

In any case, i did my part. I studied. Will try even harder. But i wanna see results man. Haha. Hope i get my special term astronomy module. lol. And damn, i gotta shift to another hall room temporarily cos my hall's under maintenance..got fridge and all sia...so darn ma fan..who wanna help? lol...

站在十字路的交点出该怎么走,

你能不能了解

偶尔胆怯 也并不是个错误

大雨落下的瞬间 我突然发现

此刻的脚步若放慢一些

理智和情绪可能就会回到我身边

Hey. About time i leave another mark. Away for almost a month. Lots have happened, both good and bad. I have been wanting to make a post, but i cant think of a way to start of, after such a long time.

Foremost, thanks to ALL who came for the NTU guitar concert. I was really really glad with the response. It was really a great success to have all of u down to share the moment with me and my fellow club pple. Just to share the extend of gratefulness i have for u all, about 70+ of u all, my good frens came. That is excluding those of u who cant make it on the actual day but bought tickets. I cant imagine the concert without u all.


I have always been in this area of performing arts and I guess this one concert is an impactful one. U know, I tot organizing events in NP was tough, but till i experienced this project then i realised that the world is big out there. haha. Its T-O-U-G-H-E-R here. I guess being a high-achiever added more stress to all under me as well. I know my character and I set high aims. Gave many pple stress along the way but i just wanted things to go well. To cut this part short, i sincerely thank my committee for doing their part, u all noe who u are. =)

I guess i'm sorta in a dilemma now. Doing well in things that i want to and for particular purposes have always been my..character. Initially starting of as someone who didn't wanted to give up guitar, someone who wanted to earn pts to stay in hall, and having such a purpose in mind, joined this club and ran for committee to be Nocturne Pres. Through the process, shit happened, pile after pile. Even till the day of concert, i was ever constantly reaffirming myself that the concert would mark the end of all my nonsense. The end of my taxing journey of cda work. I decided to quit the club and let the concert leave a nice mark. However, the pple in GE just made me realise soon after..that things weren't so simple after all.

I heard rumours that the preceding successor of the club might b me. I was afraid. Not for the post, not for the duty, but for the faith they had in me. I wanted out.

On a post-event where we meet up for some food and viewing of the concert video, the club had a voting. I was in it. I told fellow mates that i wanted to quit and their expressions were unforgettable. The results were tallied and i got most of the votes as Pres. I was confused. I was flattered. Much too flattered.

P and VP pulled me aside to talk, and i couldnt give an ans. I didn't want to. It just wasn't fair. I worked so hard for a rest and now to carry an even heavier load? It just wasn't wad i expected. Many came over to congratulate me and i could only managed a smile. I went drinking at the playground after with a few..cos i needed some time.

REached back hostel at like 4+am? And the moment i got online after washing up, pple started finding me on msn, sms, etc. Words just kept flowing in. "U deserve it.", "U r really a great leader", yada yada yada. Thanks alot. I really dun need this now...

My stand still stayed, until when i hear bigger news, then i just wavered..some kept telling me how thrilled they are..how glad they were...how much they anticipate the next pract etc..and i just wanted out even more. i told them i may nt do it after all. And some revealed that they wanted to quit after the concert too, but upon knowing i m the pres, they decided to stay cos the bond tgr is too great to break. Some said they will come for pract more, be more involved, cos they wanna support me thru' it.. some said they are willing to help in 1 way or another...just so we can work tgr to give GE an even better shot next year. One reckon to join the club, cos the experience with me and rest in the club seems interesting enough to make her wanna be a part of this.

wow. i m, speechless. 1 of my weakness is human relationships. I cant pretend as much as i would like to ignore all these and cont. with my life. Its not me alone. Someone foresee such things would happen but i refuse to admit it and now i m just like..stunned. its nv in MY plan. I requested a few days to think over, and my deadline's up, still couldnt get an ans. that i m satisfied myself. My mind tells me that i shld just love myself a lil' more and get on with my life, improving my grades, conc on my work and leave more time for frens and family. BUt my heart also feel for these pple out there. Being a normal member seems fine in the club, but would they really allow me to do that? If i still stay, they might as well want me to run it. BUt..y the torture. The post is nowhere near "glorious", i just dun wan all the good things i see in GE to break away. OK, i admit it, i cant bear to see the club slowly tearing away, not becos of me, but becos a group of pple who can mix well will slowly pull more pple tgr..and the circle expands. But once they disintergrate...the rest will drift too. argh.

wad someone say is right. The ans. is pretty much clear cut. Yes or No. I shld NOT be thinking of things like "if GE falls apart, or return back to the stage whereby pple are hostile and etc, it will become v 可惜". if i think it that way, my ans is obvious, i will say yes. I just need to think if i want it. But that way, its obvious too, the ans is no. Shucks.

Anyway, just a happy note. My sis is offically MARRIED! I will blog abt that again in the next post. With pictures and all. wad i want to say is, its a new beginning for her and i wish her all the best. It was a hell load of experience i had, and its like once in a lifetime and it was a blast. next time bahz. haha.

Need to get back to study. Midterm exam on wed and thur. still haven really start. sian. ciaoz.

"u braved the storms with a breeze."

WARNING: THIS IS A LONG POST. SLEEPYHEADS R PRONE TO BE KNOCKED OUT IN 10 SECs.

I can only say I've been pigging out ever since the start of CNY this year. Mountains of food day after days of visting and dinner. Its a vicious cycle when the whole "I treat u, U treat me" thing starts going around. So, its reunion dinner hopping from auntie's house to grandma's to parents frens house this year. Its been a long long time since we practice this manz. On my own side, i did invite fren's over for some chillin' session, mahjonging etc. Went to laoshi's hse, frens house too! haha..Busy busy, but red packet income like eh...no diff...so low. Need more mahjonging! who wants?

Then the preceding wks was like an worker bee doing assignments + having quizzes here and there, then..came valentine's, which i totally tried ignoring cos some dumbo say he's nt free. And the day be4 was alr supposed to go his relative's hse 4 dinner. Thus, I just tooK the dinner like a meeting day alr..since he is like..wayyyyyy busy. Who noes, i was set in a trap all along. Went to meet ahem @ harbourfront be4 to take mrt to his relative's, then he was late (as usual), BUT for like 1hr+! Said got extra duty..damn pissed, wanted to leave liao. Then he came, say mrt spoil(which was really spoilt). Den was so hungry went to have dinner 1st, then go his relatives hse. Stayed for quite awhile blah blah blah, then finally when i wanna return
hostel he accompanied, and kept asking if he sent halfway can anot, which became annoying after awhile. Lol. We reached n he said he wan toilet n i went up alone to hostel to NOT expect gifts on my table. Tot it was a prank my roomie did on me. Till i saw his handwriting, then i start to get my orientation rite. Was both darn shocked n amused. haha..

I walked outta room wanted to hatam him alr when i saw him TRYing to hide behind a pillar (which wasn't extremely thick), and i burst out laughing. It wasn't all cos he actually hid all the pressies n i was supposed to find. And i did, while he enjoyed e scene with occasional smirking remarks. Too bad, i was too talented cos my room wasnt exceptionally big. Lol. To begin with, he actually contact my roomie a few days ago n planned this stuff, the duty and all were lies lar. Roar. But duno y e mrt was on his side. Then so, he planned e route n all tt day n it was a success it worked out for him tt he was grinning from ear to ear lar..FYI, my stupid roomie actualy left e room so she wun be there to spoil e mood. Dumb gal. Erm, But
recall tt i din get him anything, so i promised sth special. Lol. He was darn lucky on e way home when he left sooo late, and still managed to even get on BUSES (still can change normal buses) like ard 1+ 2am la. Haha..

Went another fren's hse on sat, steamboat session + mahjonging + slacking + outdoor movie screening! haha..pics later too..haha..so cool. If only when i start working my frenz could all still chill like tt. think long long maybe can. lol.

Ooh..sun went back batam, indonesia, to pray grandmama and to bai nian. Wootx. Nv managed to take full photo with them cos everyone was soo busy entertaining each other..but my couz all v cute and pretty and handsome!!! haha..wah raoz..all take after my mother side genes. kaoz. how come my genes so..eh..diluted. lOl. But v funny, when we praying for the food thing to them + some incense paper, chinese religious way to "ask" the spirits qns were to use 2 3D-moon-shaped wood to indicate when they ask and throw e wood la. Then 2 "open" wood means "laughing", "1 open 1 close" means "yes/ok", then 2 "close" is "no". Interesting rite. Then my relatives vvvv kan jiong cos they wana go shopping. So they keep "asking" if "they" are done with the food and all, then the cute thing is....no matter WHO ask and throw, the ans is the same- "laughing"!!! It happen to EVERYONE. Then i kept saying sth like..aiya they happy lar..just let them "eat" slowly lar..Then my relative kept laughing..and they continue throwing the wood EVERY 2-3min (told u they kan jiong liao) till 1.5hr later then once someone throw and got the FIRST "ok", they chiong to clear the stuff. Diaoz..haha..

Ate lunch..yummy man! The fish maw pig tummy soup..sedap! Then..got things like the crackers...ban kien kueh (wah raoz..so THICK, juicy and fragrant with condense milk + ALOT of peanut) wah raoz..(drooling), if nv eat this in indo, u nv considered coming man! then..the avogado drink! (this one also!!!) Ooo..and the potato donut! (arhhh) Wah..sinful sia!!! 1 day nt enough lar!!! haha..I nv buy clothes cos no time..But i did buy sth!!! 2 percussioninstruments!!! A rainmaker (those when u flip will produce "raining" sound) + a drum! YEah! Oh..and some craft accesory. Hek...yeah...

wEnt back at nite..and have to RUSH back to hostel..sian rite? hhaa..cos got quiz and assg and MIDTERM EXAM tt week..play play play, nv do work. siaoz de. haha...so chiong all of them..But my guitar pract took up DAYS of my wk..everytime pract from 7pm to 11+ 12+am de..so reached back hostel bathe like 1am then start doing some work..4am+ 5am+ den slp..
Oh, Helped set up a booth too! Hahah..

And i did promise ahem a surprise..so...after 4am+ do sth a lil' bit everyday (except wed, cos thur exam!) to do some stuff...and tada..the wk was over..and so my surprise was ready too~ hek. So we Met after my meeting in sch. Enjoyed dinner and some activities...Lol..then finally yeah...the surprise @ wee hours of e nite..LOl...yeah. Nice nice~~

Ok..this wk was like a superwoman. Next wk recess wk. Which means exams after tt. Lols..But still got TONs of guitar pract (pls come for concert, LAST performance!) and loads of asssg. Haiz. hah..In any case..jiayou..i need more power....! Later gonna watch ah long movie..outdoor screening again..yeah! ^ ^

"Thanks aaaalot...who noes a blockhead will a crack abt such stuffs sia...u've got moves i haven seen~ Happy 8th..."

Someone asked me recently, "how's the preparation so far?"

"Trying...trying. ups and downs. I just got the feeling that we(my committee) are in the eye of the storm. Was so stormy a while ago. Now seems quiet and calm, but i sense we will have sth to think abt again.", i replied.

True enough. Just when the practise momentum seem to pick up a lil..when i get things going...pple working..my instructor drop us a big bomb. Pple who talks to be abt it and know wad i was always rumbling abt noes that i m nt v fond of our instructor. (and he always pick on me) BUt in any case, he came one day after the previous day practise looking as snob as usual. the previous nite, we reminded him tt he is conducting for my ensemble on the performance day..and he playing a solo item. then the next day, he just like purposely pulled out his hp and showed my president with an expression that says "oh, can u see? I will be flying off to germany on ur performance day. what a pity...u good luck then". ?!!? and he went on to teach other pple. Wad the freak..

After tt my VP and P came to tell me, that was like 7pm n pract just started not long. I was so fuming mad.and i got so pissed cos everything of mine was set to go as smoothly as possible tt's y we asked him the final time the previous day and now when everything is sent for printing etc...then now he just like heck this whole thing. after tt for the next 1hr+, i spent my time thinking of hw to salvage the situation..really was so helpless. my alto grp section all saw me sitting on the floor instead of the chair practicing and they came over, sat with me and i just like grumbled to them..Then the more i tot of him the instructor, the more i fumed. JUst then, he walked over to want to "train" the altos section. and he was shock to see us all sitting on the ground NOT practising. So he just like asked in a v snob way, "where are all the altos? Want to practise anot?" I was so fuming mad i just glared at him.1s..2s...3s...all the way. He asked abt 3times..I just cant turned my head away, and i just glared intensely at him...more fiercely each time..not on purposely but i just couldn't imagine how could an instructor be soooo irresponsible. U all still dun feel the same way cos i haven reveal the 2nd half of the story. after tt, he just got abit guilty or wad lar..then he just like said sth like "oh, it seems like u all are in a meeting..u all can cont to discuss ok?" then he walked away to another section. My gaze was still sticked on his dumbass face.

Ok, y i was so angry cos i got to noe his dirty lil shameful secret. That same day, i heard from seniors that he always "runs" away whenever he feel tt the ensemble is nt good enough. He would not wan to "ruin" his reputation or wadever he thinks he has. He would just make up an excuse or two just to not appear. as an instructor..or shld i make it more respectful 1st, TEACHER. how could u EVER EVER despise YOUR students like tt? 不是有教无类吗? I tot u shld have some teacher's morals to teach whoever who is willing to learn? And wad i m saying ain't without prove. THe previous alternate batches, he actually "flew their aeroplane" either a few wks BEFORE the concert and 1 of them worst, the DAY of concert itself...he suddenly rang the president and say he cant make it..flying off AGAIN. I dun believe in such shit lor. EVEN IF U REALLY HAVE TO FLY, U, AS OUR instructor...this place...as YOUR club...u shld stay..no matter wad. Also, he CHOOSE performance to WATCH. what is this all abt? If the club was ever mine, i would have just change an instructor and make a complaint, regardless whether or not it is of use. I need to voice out. This is ridiculous.

Other matters like grants and sponsorship and issues like songs etc are also issues tt trouble me...BUt these things seem minute when this instructor is in the picture. He certainly can make me flar up. my guitar mates saw an ugly side of me tt nite.

Anyway, enough of tt...things will go our way with more hard work n passion. had a meeting too..not too bad..got some stuff and issues out..and delegated work for pple...it was a fri alr...great..weekend...home...=> went hm to drop my stuff before gg out. Mum wasn't please i m gg out at first buT ke lian me..so allowed me to go. lol.

went to chinatown walk walk..then dinner...then it was alr...12+ 1am!! and i became so blur. Bought tix to watch sweeney todd at 1.4oam. But we were abit late in the end..and blur me..rushed into a theatre of the same show, NOT knowing tt it was the earlier slot theatre. SO we watched like 40min den it ended!!! We was like shocked lar!! and it was only when we were on the way home then it struck me tt i brought us to the wrong theatre! Arhhh..and the movie tix was like 10 bucks each. wah rao...faintx...BLUR...

sat went to my uncle's hse for dinner..some relative hse. Wasnt close to them..and no one near my age generation..so end up got entertained by their 2 dogs..lOl..i was pretty shag alr..But after tt travelled to my other auntie's hse cos my sis wan to play with my niece..and i end up dozing there. lOl...after tt..went to hougang with them for some pasar malam..end up closed...and my dad got HUNGry AGAIN..so we went to some coffeeshop..reached hm like at 1+ 2am lar..watched american idol recorded down by my sis till 3+. haha..

today..did nth much. But had to do housework..did some packing..etc..then dinner.dropped off stuff here and there then back hostel. there's a quiz tml. No confidence no hope. scored 0% past quiz. sianz. actually..got alot of unsettled stuff to do on my mind..just not doing it yet. lol...CNY mood? I duno..haha..

Hope this year will be a great year. Don't let me down.

Did I mention tt its my Year 1 semester 2 in NTU alr? YEah, indeed i m. This semester, I cant get a few electives i wanted like psychology intro part 2, astrology, malay. So, i had NO choice but other rojak modules apart from some core i need to take. In the end, i forgo the rojak modules and tried taking 2 yr 2 modules. haHa..There is also this "add/drop" period in NTU whereby u get to register available modules and go for lessons and see u want to take it anot, if nt we must drop within the 2wks, else we will die die have to take it alr. And..i tried for Biosystem robotics, which was..pretty technical yet Ok, BUT boring. So i dropped it. Almost killed myself by taking a freaking 8 modules (which i could hav suffocated by now), BUt i dropped to 6 now. haha...Hopefully i can take modules i want next sem. =)

LEssons are fine for some but terrible at others. I've totally like skipped lotsa lects for my biochem II mod cos the china lecturer is simply terrible. Some others lecturers can really cure insomnia i tell u.

Anyway, I have been v v v busy with my guitar ensemble here as i m organizing their annual concert. Its really tough holding such events here cos we've got no money, no budget, no manpower, no guidance, no moltivation, no support. Frankly speaking, suddenly NP seems so much kinder to students. Haha. From setting up a comm, to booking venues, to programmes etc, every single cent has to be paid by our own. No budget. And the event MUST NOT be profitable. What the..hhaha..And our luck don't get any better when we are always bombed by rejections or unexpected sch barriers. hahah..NVm, i believe in miracles and hard work. do show me how too. =)

Due to constant working nights and vigorous practise, my eye bags and migraine and backaches and jelly limps syndromes are back! Argh! Now i m wearing back my thick nerd frame glasses to cover eye bags. Eating tons of panadol for migraine, using yoko yoko for my aches, and doing nth much for my jelly limps. Last wk damn drama. LOl. Recalling back is almost funny now. 1 morn i work up and accidentally cracked my neck and sort of sprained it. Then it cant turn till i decided to try my luck by using all my courage to twist it in the opposite direction. Very scary but it helped abit. Now better le. Then, next few days my back hurt so much (due to straining) tt i just find the exact few spots of hurting area and jab it hard. Almost fainted But it was better after. 2 days later, i was walking down some place in sch den walk halfway just sprain my ankle, cracked so loud my fren heard and saw me almost gonna collapse on the ground..But i cont walking..slowly, the still climbed up some hill. After tt finally returned back hostel and when i tot everytink will be fine, i tripped at the stairs, then bang the same leg again. Now blue black. a series of unfortunate events. hahah..

Anyway, glad I still got some chance to meet up with some peeps for outings...or chilling session. I need it to bring back a more cheerful sheena back to life again. My temper's getting shorter and shorter again as these stuffs (that i do for the sake of doing) really is dropping my tolerance level. Even my level of humour is affected. hahahaa. Maybe its just PMS. Lol.

On a brighter note. Nocturne 2008- Assortimento. Its an annual concert held in our sch ADM Auditorium selling tix at $10 only. Its gonna be a good 1.5-2hrs of good guitar music repertoire. Ranging from famous classics like Ballade...Doreamon...Serenade...to fun songs and collaborations..Niibori guitar ensemble making a whole lot of range of sounds to entertain any guitar enthusiast. Hehe..By the way, Mr. Thomas Liauw will be performing too! Don't miss it. Below is a poster of our event. DO take a lOOk and buy tix and support our event..and...ME!!!

U can also find out more from this link http://www.ntu-guitar.org/nocturne08

Hey peeps, do advertise for me kk? DO COME too~ haha...

OK, tired.. laters...

"now things start to get complicated, lets just remain steady and calm..."

On the 20/12/2007, went over to Jingting's hse to bake cheese cake. Haha. It turned out ez and fun. The rain didn't spoil my day cos the cheese cake was quite yummy(Heard from other tasters) and that...i got to meet JAVIER!!! My long time baby crush! Silly Jingting la. Showed me pics and vids of him(her neighbour's son in fact), like months ago and i just toOk fancy of him lar..SOOO cute! Argh. He was shy initially and after tt we just got along that day tt he stuck onto me and i made a fool of myself cos i was like entertaining him lar. i heard say he missed me after tt day. OoOomg..arhhhhhh giv me JAVIER.......hAHA...



Then on 21/12/2007, my annoying colleagues got a christmas food feast prepared by me cos they lazy asses throw me $50 and asked me to prepare christmas lunch for them(insisted that they wanted logcake and all), so i went to buy food on the 20/12/2007, which was also the same day i baked the cheesecake (refer to above). So rushed lar! But yeah..they were happy peeps. The pple u see are jus half of the group. Some lucky asses got their hols man. ANyway, it was fun with them. Lol.



22/12/2007, baked cooKies and muffins for my dearest frens and colleagues. It was fun BUt tiring at the same time. HAHAH..can see it was quite a mess at first BUT i got the hang of it after! HAHA..Actually went to buy stuff on the 21/12/2007 nite(which overlaps with the above event AGAIN, wow!) And yea Baked the next day. WOw. Bake lorries of it. HHAH...It turned out tt by the time tt i managed to distribute most, it was abit soft and crumbly alr cos i baked on the 22nd but only managed to giv out most like ard the end of the month. LOl. Its the tot tt counts k! HAHA..anyway, i strongly believe the taste is gr8. Lol.



Oh intermission time, FYI, mahjonging was happening concurrently on certain events too! hAHAha..

Ok, to continue, 24/12/2007 went out to settlers and was so addicted to a card game, which jus so happens tt 1 of my fren just bought from online too! ANd so, we went back to my hse and played till dawn the next day! Then since its 25th alr, we actually cont the activity at sentosa which we left my hse at 10am like tt. LOl. Wanted to go soak some sun BUt the drizzles spoiled the plan. Nvrtheless, we went to underwater world! And after still managed for some fun at the beach and dinner at superdogs. hAHa!



Was so abt to KO alr BUT the fun has jus started man. Went cycling with a few poly MO2 class peeps at east coast. Managed to cycle to changi airport. Wanted to cycle more, following the park connectors but our time was gg to be up and some were whining alr. HAHA..i m nt gonna mention who. Lol. So yeah, went for a nice dinner and yeah..hek

27/12/2007. Initial plan to meet ZX to pass her her pressie. BUt..end up SAG pple are meeting for steamboat so change plan. WEnt to meet them(tho i was late) and still manage to meet ZX and all. HAHA..nice. Ended the day with a small chat at TCC. Smooth.


Resting for 1 day...

28/12/2008, went prawning!!! LALalA. Finally! A day with the prawnies. HAH..was so rusty with my skills tt i caught pathetic number of prawns. It was a drama nite anyway, nt gonna mention BUt it ended OK with a breakfast of 40 over bbq prawns for everyone. Reached hm at 8am like tt, slpt 1 hr, got dugged out of bed to go food testing at restaurant for sis wedding. So shag BUT yeah...dragged to shop mum's stuff even after tt. Oh well.



FINALLY, 31/12/2008. last day of the year. Peeps were sorta counting on me to organise sth. But LOoK at ALL EVENTS above. 1 word. INCREDIBLE. So i decided to wait for news by others or just rest. Who noes, end up, all counted on me for sth. So, i decided dinner. YAy. DIAo..haha. Went to Asahi SAbo restaurant for dinner. Wootz. Not too bad. Nice dessert! After met a few more peeps and hang ard clarke quay. Finally settled outside Brewerks (which we wanted to get a place but couldn't cos we didn't reserve). Bought nice beer and some fun began when spray cans were bought. arh, got attacked as usual. But wad's fun when there's no fun rite? Lol. Reached hm at 3+. Who noes became a support system till ard 5+ 6am then plonked on bed.



Yeah. Enough of flooding updates. I need not even mention my mundane working life and other small meetings i hav. Wow. LoOK at it. Can u see a pitless black hole in my pocket. Alot of activities? I'm not too sure its a happening life, but its really gr8 to hav u peeps ard. I hope all of u all who spent time with me and the rest enjoyed ur time..loL..or else....jus bear with it yeah? HAHa..=)

Thanks all who made my life so much more colourful by even appearing cos u all made me noe how to live, love, cherish. Au revoir 2007, Welcome 2008. Let me think of what's new for me in 2008 for the next couple of days yeah. For now, enjoy.

"wow wow wow. surprise surprise. Did i miss anything? Happy Birthday..."

This wk burnt a huge huge hole in my pocket. Went out most of the time to get gifts for pple. All dec babies arent u all lucky tt my hols are here. hAHA.. Was able to go hunt for nice gifts. Hope u all like it. =) Birthdays celebrations need not be grand or huge, just with the few pals tt u r comfy with is all tt u need to make ur day feel whole again. haha.

Performed for IGF. It was sorta a informal performance when we tot was quite formal. Wore like a waitress with white long sleeve and black pants + heels. End up we performed in an enclosed small room to those overseas pro judges tt were there to be competition judges. Just the small grp. Becos of so many technical faults, we only performed 2 outta 4 songs. =.= Worst of all, no lunch or wad was catered for us, so we were practically starving while the judges get their HIGH TEA. The most interesting part of my day actually came after the performance. I didn't return with the rest to NTU cos i was to meet my mum for her shopping. But i was starving, so i went off to bugis foodcourt with 1 of my fren(previously met him in guitar club in TJC but not familiar at all) to grab lunch. We were gorging on our food when he offered to get drinks for us, and so he walked off, leaving his half eaten fried rice on our table. As i tilted my head down to swallow a mouth of soup, the fried rice was cleared away! When i lifted my head, it was gone! And i only looked down for perhaps a few seconds? I practically panicked lar. Then when he returned he still didn't realized cos he was happily slurping his drink until i asked him if he still wanted to eat more of his fried rice. And his eyes widened..and..aiyo..paiseh like duno wad sia. =.=

Anyway, these 2 wks altho i have been spending alot alot alot alot, which i think i need to resort to finding a sugar daddy already, i get to meet up with quite alot of pple which i m quite happy abt. haha..oh, and spend time with my mum on certain days too. I guess..altho i run ard alot..i m still a friends n family person..Giv me nothin but companionship from my loved ones still makes me quite a happy person. haha..

Did my subject registration also. Taking 6 modules if i managed to past every sub tis sem. Results will be out by end dec...afraid but i can do nth abt it le. Sch req' us to register for new sub even be4 we noe if we would pass lor. If fail must register AGAIn lor..wad's e pt sia..Ha. Next sem..if can..is 3 core 3 elective..but..its really purely science n 1 GP-like english module..gonna try take yr 2 modules..haha..overestimation? We'll c again..ha..

A few pics from Heng & Gina Bday Celebration...



And...Pengaram Trip...



OH YAR..LASTLY..WHO WANNA HANG OUT FOR CHRISTMASS GATHERINGGGGGG...??? TELL ME...!!!

"pls say that one more time, no..make tt infinite times..."

Okiex oKIez, stop grumbling, here i m aite? haha...

Special updates. Went for a NTU faculty camp. Wootx. OG mates made up for everything. Camp was fun overall but it tells me sth- I need more exercise. Haha...So much running in it and my legs turn wobbly by day 2 lar. Couldn't even make it down a floor of staircase without whining. Haha..Waiting for pics to be transferred so shall talk abit more abt it when my pics arrive yeah. For now, i can say tt i cant wait for sch to start..cos WORK sux...except for the $$$ rollin in. hahaha.

Anyway, as many may know, I don't like to organise parties of my own cos its damn troublesome, but cos this yr i hit the BIG 21. ARghh. My family insists on making 1 in my hm. A SIMPLE buffet dinner. Haha..luckily for me, all i HAD to do was to call my frens, as for preparations like food n all, my family settled them cos i was at camp. muahaha. I came back on fri and the party was to be on sat so yup, they arranged it ALL. MUACKS to them.

The day arrived and i was still dilly dally-ing my way thru on sat morn. Mum woke me up at like 8am like a kan jiong spider..but i nua-ed my way thru the afternoon playing games n stuff. Until it was 5pm(when pple r supposed to start coming at 5+ 6pm) i rushed off to shower n get dressed. haha. Everything was fine and frens started flowing in...they started to eat, I started my entertainment session...I lamed..joked and all. Haha. ALL were smOoth when the "FUN" began.


I was asked to follow a few downstairs and when i got to the lift lobby, they masked me and tied me up in the most unprofessional manner. The pics tells it all. They put a signboard on me. ANd made me Listen to "TAKE THE LEAD"!!! Which i got bonkers cos it was my dance performance piece..phobia k! THen..it was supposed to be jus tt 1 Bakgua grp to sabo me, but NPStrings pple GLADLY joined in..and instead of helping me, StARTED taking pics with me!!! Wad is this man! THen..they brought me downstairs..made me listen to their directions n walk in silly circles..play with strangers, get pushed ard and all. LoOk from the pics man..How could u all just watch. I m always so nice to u all...haha..

Then, luckily, jer saved me by telling them tt i SHLDN't get dirty be4 cake cutting *phew*, so i got back safely FOR THAT MOMENT. ANd But i got wet tho'..eh as in..they splashed water on me tho...so i went to change..and CUT MY CAKE!!!





Hehe...nice cake. Chocolate truffle..hehe..
Yeah...Got to take with my family, my sec sch de..NPStrings (so many generations)..Stage Art(din expect so many to come)...and the bakguas..yeah..hahah...lOOk at them...grinning from ear to ear lor..cos they all knew i had MORE coming..When I served the cake..I got smashed rite in my face.. FULL of it. COuldn't even breathe so didn't take pic. =.=

AFTER i WASHED UP, I went to chit chat for aWHILE..REALLY for AWHILE only..then jer told me i will get even dirtier still. Then i was like ehhhhh...AGAIN...so jus in case, i went to change to hm clothes. True enough, i was brought downstairs again. This time. Follow the numbers on the pic and see for urself. How cruel they were!!! THey poured coKe on me, then they told me to smash a fuLL box of eggs in different poses which i DID but i only showed a few. cos the rest v obscene. Haha. Next, they toOk ANOTHER NEW BOX of eggs and take turns to smash on me! After, they POURED FLOUR on ME! And tada! I LOOked like a cloudy puffy mascot. hahahaha......



SOOOO, i went to WASH UP AGAINNNNNNNNNNN...haha. Opened the presents n realised actually OK lar...u all r so sweet. =)). Some stayed after to sing song...and watch POTTER with me!!! haha...and e few survivors we played mahjong after tt!!!

Hahaa...wah...xiong. Was totally shagged out when u all left la. BUt it was so much fun. I haven had so much quality time with u all since wad...be4 graduation??? hahaha...

THankx all for EVERYTHING. ALtho it wasn't my actual day. The celeb was good enuff. As a matter of fact, Being 18 isn't too bad u noe...ya da ya da ya da...haha....=)))

BY the way, working till early next wk i tink..as much as i dun want to..hahah...Better meet up with me soon! haha..Tml got work..and after gg to Stage art to guide them..and....visit NPS play a few songs then D3 to dance again liao..no..to bounce. Hhaha...OK...laters! =)

"only more to come...things will only get better. =pPp"

Me & Da Bian Mic!!! So Cute w/ A Botak Head

Me & Jer Yang!!! How come BMT nv giv him a toner bod..Hmmz

Me & Heng da ge..haha

Ms President Denise, me, and Jer Marrrrrrrrrr

wad e..am I talking on the phone?

Thank u soo much alumnis, u all made me whole tt day. =)

How wud i forget our Paddle-Pops of the Night?

Ok, and a few random pics...

Grinning happily on Grad Day

Jess & I

My Old Classmates...I miss u ALL...=)

Anyway, i've been busy with work n OT. But boy, m i glad i m starting sch on 6th Aug. Will be getting busy frm mid july tho. Some plans are tentative but yeah, jus to tell u all, I shld b goin on a camp from 9-13th July, then 23-27th July, 28th shld be moving in hostel. Aug shld hav briefings n sch starts! haha. These r only tentative cos even the camps or wadever hav to wait for news. But i will love to stop work..so...i tink...i will try if i can, work till 7th July, and stop. hehe...

" It was a total surprise tt we could go this distance but thx for every moment u hav given me that i m experiencing cos its been awesome n u've been great. Thank u soo much. =) "